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I really don’t understand the weather of Delhi. Its quite unpredictable and contradictory these days, like the city itself, as far as my personal experience goes. For a week, the Sun has been on a hide and seek spree among the clouds which have showered intermittently in their own mood. Western disturbances, the weather man says.

Careless winds blowing across my room making an intruding entry through a couple of windows lay open for daylight to enter. Curtains abiding by the each gust of wind meekly lifting up to make passage. And a beam of light gushes inside for that moment. The temperature is 20°C ish something. A lovely weather to hang out.  🙂

ps. Gonna be more regular in posting here. I post here when i ‘think’, else I am just wasting my days involved in meaningless shitty things, killing time.

And just a lesson to self. No matter how shitty situation you are in never never never… give up.

Music bite: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FKi125iqnFg 😉

lol.. post script is going to over run the main post.  Thats it.

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I’ll wake up tomorrow

For past some years I have been more of a nocturnal animal. Beating this routine of life has been a real downer for me, particularly due to my habit of been distracted(or attracted) to stuff. I hate internet, a chain of distractions. I know I have to sleep, I know that I have already wasted much of time today, but every five minutes I will look at the clock and give me more five minutes to cut the crap and so on I continue. The alarm is set but it has also to be adjusted along. As the time time goes on and the night reaches dawn at a particular time when I am only able to get a couple of hours to sleep, I finally force myself close my eyes to sleep. And it would be no surprise when I won’t be able to get up when the alarm goes off, the intensity of my sleep is so much that sometimes I don’t even know myself that I turned off the alarm or incase muted down the volume.

All this process is of lying with oneself or being too hopeful, excessively optimistic.

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gave up

gave up smoking.. so technically, I am saving 70 minutes of my life per day. 😀 :(((


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On waking up early.

Early to bed, early to rise
Makes a man healthy, wealthy and wisdom.

A famous quote by Benjamin Franklin each one of us must be familiar with ever since kindergarten. I still cherish the vague memory of the drawing in the poem book showing a content looking boy on the bed relishing the dawn, freshness of the early morning. Well sadly, it is something ideal for me these days, as I over sleep each morning, cuddling and sticking to the bed like our politicians to the “kursi”, regrettably I haven’t been much concerned to break the habit.

With a determined mind the first step was to set up and clock, downloaded and installed one. But the most important requisite is the will power and motivation. In pursuit, I googled for waking up early and found some varied material ranging from the site on waking up early to some personality development blogs focusing on the goodness of waking up early.

Discovered that the most enthralling factor is a due reason, a burning desire for something that a person wants to do and ofcourse that can’t be done while being asleep. Thinking of the mission/aim of you life or about some particular goal of the day seems to be an aid to getting one out of the bed.

Getting up early is a kind of kick start for the building up of a productive day. The fresh morning air, calmness and the a clear and receptive mind, a good time to study 😀 . Hoping to slip into the routine gradually.

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A known and fiery madness, yet tendered by this foolish kind.

I am, like all past times, out of my mind!


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