For past some years I have been more of a nocturnal animal. Beating this routine of life has been a real downer for me, particularly due to my habit of been distracted(or attracted) to stuff. I hate internet, a chain of distractions. I know I have to sleep, I know that I have already wasted much of time today, but every five minutes I will look at the clock and give me more five minutes to cut the crap and so on I continue. The alarm is set but it has also to be adjusted along. As the time time goes on and the night reaches dawn at a particular time when I am only able to get a couple of hours to sleep, I finally force myself close my eyes to sleep. And it would be no surprise when I won’t be able to get up when the alarm goes off, the intensity of my sleep is so much that sometimes I don’t even know myself that I turned off the alarm or incase muted down the volume.
All this process is of lying with oneself or being too hopeful, excessively optimistic.
don’t worry man…you’re not the only one going through that strong distraction (attraction)..
Excellent! I liked this self acceptance, and giving up into the temptation, to keep hooking to the web, while the cozy warmth of bedsheet is calling you to put you in her arms, and make you float on the sea of dreams!
Enjoy each move while you fight between melodious songs on YouTube (I’m referring to the one in another post), and the softness of your bed’s lap.
They both are inevitable.